On a serious note, the song/video dropping Friday is the most personal and honest shit I've written so far. I can't tell you how many times I thought to myself "Is this too much, is it gonna resonate?". I realized that I was scared to put out my true emotion for fear of being judged, but fuck it! This is me! You can love me or hate me but you will not say I am not myself.
— Conor Smith, March 6, 2019


"Do or Die" is a remix by Conor Smith, music video directed by Thomas Crane in a parking garage. It was uploaded on March 8, 2019. The instrumental audio was used from Twenty One Pilots' 2018 album Trench, third track "Morph" as well as two other tracks.

Background

Conor gave hints of what song he was making the remix to, the first being an emoji of the color yellow and a bird, indicating the album Trench by Twenty One Pilots. On March 3, 2019, over Thomas' Instagram story, he announced with the caption "Shot Michaels music video 5 hours ago, edited, done" but on the far-right corner of the photo revealed the output name "Morph2.mp4", giving away the name of the audio.

A teaser of the video dropped on March 7, 2019, but used three different tracks from the album including "Jumpsuit", "Morph", and "Levitate". Conor stated that the video will be the most obvious hint, with certain clues in it. The final hint before the day of release was two hands - one finger pointing up, and the other pointing down, with a yellow circle around it, presumably representing the word "Morph". Back in February over his Instagram story, Conor showed the Twenty One Pilots album in his hand with the caption, "This will make sense." Over Twitter, he revealed that the lyrics of the remix explained why he was rapping, while his "Lucky You" remix explained what he was doing.[1][2]

Lyrics

[Intro]
Yeah
It's the fire burning
Uh, uh-uh, yeah

[Verse 1]
Uh, I'm still the same kid, visions a little clearer
Tryna become the man that I wanna see in the mirror[note 1]
Getting older and bigger now mom's starting to tear up
'Cause there were many people who said I wouldn't be here
But I knew deep in my heart that I had ice in my veins
And I ain't special I just know I'm not created the same
So when a pussy motherfucker says to stay in my lane
I cannot help but write a verse that puts me up there with Jay
I study the greats and I do what it takes to get there
If I want to be the captain I'm supposed to make the ship steer[note 2]
So that being said, I got the passion so I'm destined to last
A bright future why the fuck do I still dwell in the past?

[Verse 2]
I felt alone because people couldn't understand me
And that goes for my teachers, for my friends, and all my family
I wish that I could find a better reason but I can't
'Cause I just wanna tell my grandma that her boy just won a Grammy
So many of us wonder if we're meant for more than this
I promise that we gotta purpose and I'm sure of it
But fame is just an ego trip that forces you to lie again[3]
Bitch I'm insecure and I'm tired of fucking hiding it[note 3]

[Verse 3]
This is not a gimmick that’s gone in an instance
I gotta be putting my heart on a sleeve
Fuck a barrel of money 'cause there ain't nobody that’s doing it harder than me
And Imma accustomed to barely budging so I find it funny they try to compete
'Cause this is more than just an image, motherfucker this is me
Boy I'm dangerous
I'm glad that they came at us
They said my dreams were crazy, well good thing I'm insane enough
Like haters come and step to me
Don't make me embarrass you
'Cause I am better than half of the rappers you compare me to
This is for everybody who said I wasn't built for this shit
Man just a year ago I think I would've kill for this shit
All the blood, sweat, and tears I had spilt on this shit
I'm just tryna show the world that I'm for real with this shit
And I've always worn my heart up on my sleeve
I remember I used to rap till I could barely fucking breathe[note 4]
So I ain't playing when I say this shit is do or die
This is more than just a hobby this is keeping me alive[4]

[Outro]
Yeah
Shit is keeping me alive
Shit is keeping me alive
Shit is keeping me alive
Shit is keeping me, shit is keeping me

Music Video

I shot a music video for my favorite song. It's my favorite video I've ever done, which I said last time, which was still true at the time, meaning Michael and I have both stepped our game up, always giving eachother [sic] 110% percent. — Thomas Crane, March 5, 2019

Over a Instagram live, Conor mentioned the video having multiple takes, the first being used for most of the final product. It took around three hours for the entire process, working with Thomas at 12 A.M and ending at 3.[5] In contrast of his previous remix, "Lucky You", he wore a black hoodie and was underground.

Michael_Conor_-_Do_or_Die_(Twenty_Øne_Pilots_Remix)

Michael Conor - Do or Die (Twenty Øne Pilots Remix)

Gallery

Trivia

★ Conor admitted he didn't really know any of Twenty One Pilots' music until doing his remix. It was Thomas Crane who introduced him to the Trench album.[6]

★ It took Conor about one hour to write the lyrics, where he kept playing the beat in a loop.[7][6]

Notes and References

  1. Conor Smith (March 10, 2019). (Tweet). With this lyric, Conor aspires to be what his idols were for him growing up - to encourage others to follow their passion and realize that they could do anything.
  2. Conor Smith (March 10, 2019). (Tweet). Conor explains this particular line over a tweet, "if I’m gonna step up and be the boss, I need to take on the responsibilities that come with that title".
  3. Conor Smith (March 10, 2019). (Tweet). Conor explains of keeping his feelings bottled-up inside because, referring to the previous lyric, people who have a platform are supposed to be "invincible". However, this questions the authenticity between artists and their fans. Conor has commented many times that being genuine was important, and shows disapproval of those who let fame get to them.
  4. Conor Smith (March 10, 2019). (Tweet). Conor recalls a memory of rapping for hours until his voice gave out.
  1. Conor Smith (March 7, 2019). (Tweet).
  2. Conor Smith (March 7, 2019). (Tweet).
  3. Conor Smith (March 10, 2019). (Tweet). This was Conor's most difficult lyric to write. He explains how, with fame, they have to act perfect and pretend not to have any insecurities, not being real with themselves and to others.
  4. Conor Smith (March 10, 2019). (Tweet). With the final lyric, Conor delivers the statement of how rapping is his true purpose. "Without creating and without putting my true out there I feel like I have no purpose on this earth. I refuse to live in a box."
  5. Conor Smith (March 7, 2019). Instagram livestream. Retrieved March 10, 2019 — via Instagram.
  6. 6.0 6.1 Conor Smith (March 10, 2019). (Tweet).
  7. Conor Smith (March 10, 2019). (Tweet).
v eDiscography
Albums
Singles
Eyes Closed · Tattoo (How 'Bout You) · How Badly · Tonight Belongs to You · Got Me Good · Crazy AF · Somebody Like You · Hurt for Long · California Christmas
EPs
Feel This Christmas ⧸ I'll Be Home For Christmas
Covers
Amnesia · Despacito · Drag Me Down · Finesse · Good Things Fall Apart · Havana · Jealous · Mirrors · That's What I Like · The Show Goes On · Viva La Vida
Other
Unreleased
Someone Like You
Collaborations/Featured
Carry On · How Much
Raps/Remixes
Do or Die · Lucky You · My Love
Solo Songs
Hold You Down · How Long · Lighten Up · My Dawgs · Not Sorry · Let's Runaway · No Regrets · Shine · Sometimes · Want You To Know
Solo Covers
18 · 7 Years · A Puro Dolor · All of Me · All of the Stars · Beautiful · Boyfriend · Can't Stop the Feeling! · Cold · Cold Water · Cool · Darte un Beso · El Proximo Viernes · Familiar · Flicker · Get You · Hallelujah · I'm So Tired... (Undecided) · I Feel It Coming · If I Could Fly · Lay Me Down · Let It Go · Little Red Corvette · Moneda · Night Changes · No Me Doy por Vencido · Say You Won't Let Go · Sing · Soarin · Stay · Sweet Creature · This Town · Three Empty Words · We Don't Talk Anymore · Ya Me Enteré · Youth
Boy Band
Stand by Me · A Little More · Somebody to Love · Stay with Me · On Bended Knee · That's What I Like · Stay · There's Nothing Holdin' Me Back · Despacito · Rolling in the Deep · Don't Let Me Down · Uptown Girl · Livin' on a Prayer · True Colors · Can't Take My Eyes Off You · Earned It · How Far I'll Go · I Don't Want to Miss a Thing · See You Again · Since U Been Gone · Without You · Jealous · Titanium · Fighter · The Edge of Glory · Shape of You · I'm Not the Only One · Pillowtalk · Can't Hold Us · Man in the Mirror
Community content is available under CC-BY-SA unless otherwise noted.